I have been through a lot. Talking to someone has helped me see that. Everything thats happened has shaped me to who I am now but I can’t say that I wouldnt change anything, cause I would. Having a baby kitten now I feel like will help me out a lot. knowing that she loves/needs me. Yahya does that for me too, but this cat will help me…I just know. Right now the only thing I dislike about myself is my temper with my love and my weight. He is the one I love the most in the entire world and I have such a short temper. I need to change. We both do, but I think we are working on it.

This weekend was amazing and I want to keep it that way. I love you shmmaa.

Never had a kitten before, or an animal, so i’m freaking out that my sweet violet could have hookworms cause her poop is black/brown.

Can’t go to the doctor till Tuesday cause its memorial day weekend.

I can’t even take her to the doctor because I will be at work!

I will be so mad if something happens to her….

I understand now loving your pet more then humans.

I want Yahya to come back from work so I can tell him all this.

oh, STILL HAVE MY FUCKING HW TO DO.